Just a Day

You know, I'm just not sure why, but I've had a topsy turvy kind of week.

I've gone back and forth between happy and sad, uneasy and content, and calm and anxious.

Even though really we've had a really normal week. 

Thomas has had a great week at school (minus the biting--oh and have I mentioned he's started kissing a girl in his class?). 

I've had  a pretty normal week at work.

But it's just been kinda hard.  I'm trying to find peace in the fact that it just might be this way, and trying really hard not to rush aspects of our lives because of fear or worry, or planning.  I'm a planner.  I'm learning to be okay with the unexpected and the unplanned, even though BT will tell you it drives me CRAZY.

So for some reason, I've just been feeling out of sorts.  You know the worst part of feeling out of sorts?  Having to learn to be okay with it, because unfortunately, it's not going away.

We don't have any plans this weekend. 
I'm really looking forward to just trying to relax. 
I guess there's no actual way to stop my mind from reeling along uncontrollably, but I'm going to try.

Will do better about pictures, I promise :-)